My fiance, got into the college he wanted! I'm very happy for him, he's really been crossing his fingers and wishing on a lucky star to get into Rutgers, and he just found out on Monday that he got accepted. The downside is...pretty shitty actually. Rutgers is in New Jersey. The other fuckin' side of the United States.

We've done long-distance shit just fine before, it really doesen't phase us too bad, but it doesen't make it any easier knowing he'll be there for 2 years. I'm not worried, we've done it before, we can get through it again, but when he called me and told me, I felt two completely different emotions in me clashing together: Extreme happiness for him, and complete sadness all at once.

For the first time in my life, I actually cried all night long. Literally. By the time I stopped, it was light out, and time to get ready for school. I'm still very happy for him, don't get me wrong. Its a great opportunity for him! But...his absence will definitely be noticable.